Why do you find it so hard to believe ?

There are so many things to read,hear,and try to understand about believing in God,for some one who is searching,

the religious shelves are overflowing with choices and opposing beliefs,conflicting truths and confusing doctrines.

it is entirely understandable that people come to the conclusion that He does'nt exist,let alone that He came down as a Man

to die…

Waiting for the bad,always longing for good,

Knowing you will always be misunderstood,

Feeling heaven,living hell,

reaching for halo's in an empty shell,

looking for answers where no Questions are found,

filling the void with the music of sound,

Calling for The Lord to return and revive,

all the souls in safe keeping until He arrives,

Freedom in falling,freedom in flying,,

holding a smile when deep inside crying,

tearing a…

Flying through a frozen void,

no feeling,no sight,only fear that's not right,

Waiting,counting the hours 'til dawn

feeling the power threadbare and worn,

waiting for the first shaft of sunlight, 

That makes you feel reborn,

Stolen sleep ,endless repetition,

going round in circles, muttering contrition

Tears slowly falling,when you here Him calling,

out your name,

to hold the…

A new year ,will it follow pasts pain?

will it be a new beginning ?

or the continuance of rain?

As it slowly  begins,

Is it finally LOVE ,

That has  arrived on the scene,

Maybe this is the Year the Lord decides to show,

with no fear of the ravenous hoards,

light and unity seem to be flowing,

 thoughts seem to be knowing,

It feels like the beginning has begun,

 a thousand…